A WALK

*Walk to the  Nightmare*

I woke up before dawn, but I have no idea when did I fell asleep. Without thinking about everything that happened at night, I went to the bathroom and got ready for a dawn walk. It was still dark. I saw through curtain of window, street lights were on. I put on jogging dress as usually, a jacket and  never forget ears muffs to safeguard myself from chilly breeze. Locking the door, I went out and took a deep breath. I don't know which path I took, because all paths are inter connected. I kept walking. It was better than bed. Chilly wind stopped and dawn touch the sky. I was admiring the sky and my eyes gazing all around saw the building. I was never meant to come here. The night was bad but dawn is worst. And with this view I felt thousands of knives peirced through my heart at once. I was frozen, I was taken aback. I felt so many things like those trees were staring at me. I wonder if these trees were feeling sorry for me or angry. When the first ray of light reached ground, it gave me warm feel that I am fine. I kept walking forward and never dared to see back. I was looking at my footsteps and forgot to see the green scenerio around. I forgot that I was walking up and down of hill turning left and right.  Hade was coming towards me and said, ''Another sleepless night Ariana?'' 

''hm.. It's just I needed some air'', said I pretending all ok. 

He smirked and hugged me expressing sympathy, ''You may lie to me, but how can you lie to yourself?"
"I.... I have to go now. I will meet you at your cafe"
"Bye honey"
"Bye"
I kept walking up the hill on a small path. I saw moutain behind my house which was covered with clouds. I went inside the room.