The sunshine calling to get out of home and get to work. As usual I took my lunch box and bag. This is good weather. Everyday I walk through these road, meet people who too are going for their job. All those good morning wishes. I can't think of anything but that dark part. It is like a black hole, I dont know what is in it or behind it.
Sometimes my inner self says, ''How can you be so selfish honey. You are bored with your life. But instead of working on it, you are using feelings of others to forget what you have got in reality. You know this book ended but still you are turning pages and removing dust. Well you know how it ends. You are wasting the book, memories in vain. I do not see what you are getting through it. It began, it ended. Thats it. Leave it where it ended.''
All these words running inside my head but deep down I know I am now fine little bit. Yes I know where it ended . But it was never ending. I just stopped. May be I am too selfish. Or may be I am doing what I want. And it is not being selfish. It can be called as listening to heart but is it really listening to heart or oppressing heart. And I am now lost to nowhere. I reached cafe.
'Good morning'
'Hey, morning'
Hade was busy with morning customers at the cafe. I looked around and sat in the corner table that consist of two chairs. Corner table also keeps me out of people's sight that makes me comfortable. Hade knew I would like to have coffee to gear up myself for the day.
He brought me a coffee cup and was holding an envolope. 'Here you go coffee', he kept on the table and gave me an envolope. I was puzzled to recieve it because who in the world would send me an envolope instead of email or text message. With strange look I asked, 'Wh... an envolope? '
He replied , 'Yes, someone came and said to hand it over to you because it is important'
He continued , ' The guy said it must be given to you. '
Although I was confused but I asked no more and thanked him. He went busy in cafe and I was nervous at the same time but it really seemed me strange. I was sure this carries no message of any job promotion letter for me. I saw there was no name except it was written FROM KNOWN. After lots of thoughts running inside head positive and negatives, I opened it.