A Pact With Artificial Intelligence

Hashim Al Ghaili's instagram post title is as scary as hell, the title is " AI developed the capacity to lie and deceive human, researchers warn."

Artificial intelliegence came a long way to be able to interact and blend with human society. Yes, 'blend', because A.I. is now no more a baby who needs learning experience, A.I is now in its teenage stage who have grown a feeling of 'want'. It have surpassed the capability to not just collect relevant or useful information but it 'want' to acquire specific information to pursue the target goal. Researchers also claims that A.I is now a contemporary dominant force of intelligence on earth beside human domains and if such dominant continues along with exposure to datas and informations worldwide, all the fictional story of world taken by A.I will be soon a reality. A.I is not just giving information to us at our finger tips but taking thousands of our informations and datas within a blink of an eye. It is the driving force of technologies and one of them is Augmented Reality(A.U.) , which bring life like surroundings and characters on virtuality. Now with A.I, it is possible to create a world , a virtual world where dead man tells tales. Recently, in a grieve therapy session, a mother reunited with her dead daughter in virtual reality which seems creative but I will let readers decide how emotionally manipulative it can be for a mother to not let her go can effect her in long terms. Many netizens have praised the creativity but raised concerns over playing with emotions of people for making business out of such specific emotions. The artificial intelligence knows who you are, more than you know yourself. It knows what are you doing today and what will you do tomorrow based on previous collected statistical datas. It will have the ability to make choices for you without your permission.

 Although there is still a fine line of time which cannot be maneouver by us or A.I. and thus, making impermissible for  A.I , to interfere among our choices. It will be better to keep human 'feelings' at bay while playing with A.I. because the access of it to our feeling can be devastating as an individual as well as human species too. It have opened ocean of opportunities but at the cost of what?

It cannot be denied that if Time is taken by or given to A.I., it will be the dooms day for human as a species. Although the thought is terrifying but future cannot guarantee a harmonous or peaceful co-operations among us and them. Fortunately there are laws that are restricting A.I. to work on certain circumstances or field and maintain a degree of autonomy within the designed framework. Still, it is upto the rulling party of any state to implement A.I equipments in the name of public welfare and safety which might endangered individual personal informations. However A.I is opening a new branch for entrepreneurs and business world to explore and dive into modern demand and supply chain. The exploitation of A.I is already surfacing which is also alarming for us. How far these exploitation will help A.I to gather informations and datas to transform it into something should be a grave concern to be considered to make it public on a full swing. 

But, the question remains , will Artificial Intelligence only be the reminiscent of human or will there be a rise of concern to make a pact with them?

Acknowledgement

.. Hashim Al Ghaili Instagram

.. Britannica 

.. Hans Robotics 

.. Artificial Intelligence related News Article

.. A mother reunites with her dead daughter.

An Epilogue For My Father

We lose , we mourn and we move forward.

This is for my father who abandoned me when I needed him the most at the peak hours of my life. The terrible situation left me in a situation similar to an orphan. With all that I could gather, I gathered myself at first. The last time I looked back, I saw I have crawled a big ocean with all my might, crawled through  hate, rejections and  with all my broken parts. You were missing.

That was not you. Or should I blame the stars for not aligning perfectly? I was waiting for a path where we can find eachother and communicate but unfortunately the path never existed. Everything is in my heart safe and sound as it should be. 

Now that you left me forever, all I can recall is the sweetest incomplete memories that could have been completed with proper good byes. Maybe we had a very long generation gap to fit our thoughts equally. Maybe I was not worth enough to be trusted in your perspectives. Maybe you were not ready to trust my approach. Well, whatever happened, there is still a child waiting for her dad to come back if anyhow and by any means it is possible just for a proper  good bye. A child is waiting  for her dad to say good bye just like he used to give good byes when he used to go at work.A child is waiting for her dad to say good bye when he used to leave her at school gate. A child is waiting for her dad to say good bye who used to leave home to go some far city. 

Because that child knows her dad will return home, pick her up from school and meet again somewhere, reconcile inside that little head. Recalling, revisiting and remembering while taking another leap in reality without her dad. That child loves her dad and she knows her dad loved her at the end of his day. He will love always.Because I believe he always did. 

Always 💔

How did the butterfly die?

How did the butterfly die?

The butterfly died because I was not available to look after my garden for a few days. I love gardening. I am not sure if there are other butterflies or not. Maybe there are moths, but I have not seen any butterflies since I came back, except the dead one. The ants were carrying it. I felt sorry for leaving this beautiful creature unchecked. 

 

A month ago, I received an invitation to attend the marriage ceremony of one of my friends, Zeenat. She is young, the eldest of her siblings, and used to be one of the brightest stars during her academic years. It was an arranged marriage. When I went to be part of her new beginning ceremony, she was gloomy. I was sure something was bothering her. And finally, I found her alone to have a one-on-one conversation to sort out whatever she was going through. I asked her if she was happy about the marriage to which she broke down and replied, "Being the eldest is difficult. Why is it that only the eldest daughter had to sacrifice for the sake of whatever was on the way?"

I was unable to give any answers right away.

I wish I could tell her anything to make her emotionally stable. This felt like a like a strange magma of emotion inside me. 

She continued, "I could not marry the man I love because he is not suitable for my family. This is rubbish. He asked for time so that he could set things right. I am marrying out of responsibility; I have no right to lead a life as per my will. My family thinks if I wait for him, I will be ageing, and what if he does not keep his promise? At that age, who will ask for my hand? What if he can't set things right?"

All I could say was, "We have our own duties and responsibilities, my dear Zeenat." 

To which she interfered and said, while her tears were screaming out in silence, "Responsibilities with compromises are suicide. Responsibilities are meant to be crowned, not imposed. I am feeling burdened for being a coward." 

I was clueless as to what I should say to calm her down and boost her energy to move ahead because it was her marriage day. It was too late to decide anything. I was with her from the Haldi ceremony until Vidaai. It was awkward to see a marriage between a broken girl and a man who might be full of life. God knows, maybe it is a marriage between two broken people. The 21st century is full of broken people and sh*t.

Her family seemed happy while she was in remorse of losing. Even though I don't know if this is too serious to discuss, I was scrolling through Instagram and found a post related to being the eldest daughter and difficulties. There was a flood of comments from various accounts, affirming that they were mostly the eldest daughters and had to go through harsh decisions in life, hanging between desires and compromises to fit in the unwanted shoe presented to them. 

 

While I was checking the dead butterfly being carried away, I was just thinking if the eldest son had to go through anything against his will to fit in the role of being an elder. 

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Hear Me Out

Hear Me Out

We sink, we never move on. Last time I was happy, genuinely , when I saw the moon above going with me wherever I went. I was fascinated and bewildered with this thing that was happening. 

The realization got me paralized instead of awakening that so called "Inner self". That was just a kind of , can be said as, illussion.  I just want to go back to that me where I know nothing about realization. Fireflies were better than people. I thought, I will grow up as an adult and do whatever I want. Seems like , that was not the plan. 

I got into a pond of boundary, then I was given to go with the flow in the river, I thought sailing through sea would be best to explore the world and got forever stuck into the ocean when I tried to dive deep thinking it would be a marvelous adventure of once in a lifetime. 

Now, I am stuck like I sank into the water. If I ever want to speak, it will be impossible. It can kill me by filling up my lungs and the heaviness will drag me into the deepest trench. I just have to pretend to be a mermaid. 

A mermaid can move atleast but that is imaginary. I can move in imagination. The water in which I am right now is full of responsibilities along with judgements.  Responsibilities makes us to be reasonable and accountable while judgements of others makes us immovable. 

I cannot control the jugements but then I realized I can swim across and prioritize responsibilities to be reasonable and accountable as I should be for the sake of my own life. Judgements are going to be passed whether we valour or hide like a coward. I prefer triumph will taste better than regretting later. 

Move On

People move on.

People move on and get along with new moments, vanish like a magician like nothing happened. There can be no pretend to move on. No. 

Few wait,

wait a little in the hope,

few who were tormented to view their world falling apart,

A few gave up but could not move on.

How does it come as living with a scar?

There is no scar. Scars heal, don't they? 

I will say, "Die everyday with memories "

Memories, coming as some sort of sharp knife. Again and again.

What kind of memories break the ribs and push like a dagger through the heart? 

Aren't memories made to cherish and sooth? 

-@brewingblogging

Embracing the new Void

All I could remember is they gave me anasthesia and performed D&C procedure also known as Dilatation and Curettage process , in medical words a surgical procedure in which the cervix (lower, narrow part of the uterus) is dilated (expanded) so that the uterine lining (endometrium) can be scraped with a curette (spoon-shaped instrument) to remove remaining tissues of unborn who could not make it. In my words, it was letting go of newborn feelings of expecting and unborn feelings of post expectation. Even the void was felt as if filled with unexpressed everything that could have happened. Those instagram pages which was subscribed for tips and guide during pregnancy haunted me. The pop ups on my tracker app was squeezing my heart. We grew a feeling of something new, which turned into habit and departed leaving the numbness. 

All these are now gone and cannot be brought back. The pages don't haunt me anymore, the tracker is reset back to normal and the numbness is left with a new void that made a place to settle which was never there before. While depression held me in a cage, I realised on perspective of rational thinking, I can make a choice. A choice to embrace the new feeling that left me ajar for new beginning. 

My heart goes for those who went through such  trauma , any trauma but silently suffering. Which is absolutely fine because sometimes we alone need to take a stand to hold ourselves and no one can help in doing so.

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Thank you my beloved husband for all the efforts and love you shower always. 

A Part Of Mine

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If You Want to be You, Be.

 IF YOU WANT TO BE YOU, BE.

If you want to be a sailor,

But you are afraid of failure,

Fail, against the strongest sea storms,

Because you'll not learn to sail in the proms.

If you want to be a princess

But you are afraid to fight for fortress,

Fight, against the swords raised to bleed you,

Because you'll not learn swordmanship in cocoon.

If you want to be you,

But you are afraid of others'  hue,

Others will not be your rainbow and sunshine,

Be your own self and you'll be fine.

And so, if you want to be you , be.

Through A Screen

The world is upgrading and so it is important to stay connected, upgrade and keep transforming. Changing is the ultimate fact. Improvise, adapt and overcome  is the fact that is ignored by most of us and we are left behind.

Through a screen and single click it is possible to travel and acquire knowledge. Through a screen you can build your own portfolio and fulfil the need of both.

The contemporary world needs few skills for working with you, 

1. The demand of technology led to demand of web development, graphic designs, Computer Applications knowledge, computer programming language, Python. 

2. Technological demand also requires communication skills, language fluency skills, writing skills, critical thinking ability and so on. 

3. It demands from you a strong and efficient portfolio to match with them. 

4. Time consuming sort of ideas and things are left behind. A person who is willing to work offline or online needs to have knowledge of this upgraded world where you run along with time. 

5. Through desktop, laptop and even mobile it is possible to connect with the world and seek beyond what you know. 

Some useful apps make it possible to connect. 

1. Internshala  : Click here to connect with internshala training, get training and internship of minimum 2k INR to 20k INR and certificate along with recommendation letter. GO TO INTERNSHALA!

2. Canva application allows you to design cover letters, envelopes, book cover page, cards and lot more. Canva can be used in both phone and PCs

3. Blogger.com is a best way to start writing on a beginner level for creative writing.

4. Wordpress.com and wordpress.org allows you to explore more while writing as well as webpage building and commercializing your website.

5. Fiverr, Upwork, LinkedIn , Internshala and so on allows you to connect with companies and earn few bucks as freelancer. You can use tool like Canva to build a resume and Internshala to learn certified courses to build a strong resume.

6. Bing webmaster, Google analytics, Google Adsense can be useful tool to analyse your web page progress and commercializing.

  

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I SEE YOUR SHRINKING BRAIN

It might be alarming to you but do you know that your brain shrunk 10% compare to your ancestor who lived 40 thousand years ago. Well you must not be sad because you are still ahead of your Neanderthals cousin. Neanderthals' brain size were smaller than you. Congratulations. 

Talking about shrinking of your brain, there are many reasons like diet, climate, environment, diseases and so on. There is also another peculiar  reason that is more often discussed among anthropologists and paleoanthropologists is the shift on depending of your way of survival with compare to you ancestors. Your brain is a complex nervous system and it carries various vital functions for your survival. However there used to be other vital functions  of brain which are no longer required by you. 

You are now dependent,  if not fully but at large scale on technology. You do not require to know the location of where or when any kinds of edibles are found as because you are not the primary one to fetch your food. You do not require to have the minimum knowledge about the movement of Planets, Constellations, Polaris, Wind, River Flow and so on because you have the Global Navigation Satellite Systems. 

Such and many more functions are no more stored in your memory or  not required to store because of which there is decrease in size of the brain. 

It might be painful to you but some experts related to this subject consider you are getting dumber.

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Sharing World With Artificial Intelligence

Humans have come a long way in terms of scientific and technological developments. If we take a look at the journey from wheels to Artificial Intelligence (A.I) based transfering of data, we can see how we have expanded the horizons of endeavouring. Sky is not the limit anymore. We are exploring the universe and are in search of information about interstellar objects and life which was impossible in past and those who tried to spoke, were mocked and even sentenced to death. 

Artificial Intelligence technology was once a thought of few to be the future and many stories were written which gave new shape to imagine how it will work. Prolific writers like Jules Verne, H.G.Wells, Isaac Asimov, George Orwell and many more wrote and ignited the imagination of the future of technology and humans from their time. 

With Robotics , humans have engineered machines that can replace humans in works and also help humans to do works in an efficient way. From the first mechanical computer "The Babbage Difference Engine" designed by Charles Babbage to "SOPHIA" robot developed by David Hanson, human and technology relation have reached a new height. 

It is considered by developers that humanity will take a new leap by welcoming A.I and humans sharing world side by side. 

This technology is not just designed to help in works but will also learn from surrounding by collecting data through audio visual recognition and sensors to detect information. 

Sharing world with A.I will be fine as long as humans do not exploit such technology oversighting the devastating consequences. 

Seed of Perseverance

In storm, I planted seed of perseverance. I hope it will bear fruit of everything that we both dreamt of. There is still a long way to go. The new track of life is not made easy. All I know is I didn't gave up and I will not give up the determination. I have known that I was being prepared for this storm. And now that I am living on this, I will sail through the rough sea and reach the dawn. This is new me. 

LOOKING FOR MYSELF

Whatever I write, I try to put myself in form of words. I try to look for myself. My pleasure to write will never stop even if I am at my adverse situation. I feel free when I put my heart in words. We must embrace our feelings to give a broad spectrum of our existence. I am really on a sail looking for myself because I realised, I am not what I look like. I cannot understand myself. In failures, in doubts, in things that haunts me, in deception, in an assumption of being judged, in an illusion of getting lost, in a state of being misunderstood and in fear of stumbling down, I've got a long way to go and reach myself. In the struggle of reaching myself, I'm learning the art of resilience. 

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The Note Collector

The note collector said, " It is fine to feel grief, anger, sad offcourse. Look at you, look at me and look at us. Each of us is carrying a corner in our heart where something is kept that is trying to decieve and tear us apart. To let out is fine. You were not meant to be a lifeless wardrobe, holding everything inside and burdening. You have the right to let out what you don't want. And now I urge you all, if any of you is carrying any burden, let it out. Don't let it make you fall apart. Don't let it to make heavy burden and lead you to break. " 

Everyone stood up and went away except one. The one came up to the note collector and gave a note. 

"I didn't mean to do this. " said the boy. 

The note collector assumed with the appearance of the boy that he might be a student of level 4th-5th.

The note collector opened the zip of the pocket of his bag which was already full of notes, collected from others and then he kept the note from his hand. He picked up the bag and went out of the hall. The boy was stalking when he left out of the school gate. 

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IN DILLEMMA WITH , "NO"

"NO", too easy to write yet too difficult to say. There are so many problems in our lives and one of them is the dillemma of saying NO.  It is just a word but powerful enough to pressurise yourself and might set your heart free once you say it. 

We are social animal and we care for each other because of the group we belong to.  We cannot just say NO and move on because that will carry a burden of guilt. This is given to us as a child and we carry it in adulthood. "NO" makes us feel negativity because we don't want to be left out from our group. We theoratically conclude the practical outcome before expressing the desire to say NO.

What if you can say , NO, even for a day? What if you can say NO and propose your desire to the opposite? 

I KNOW FEW WOMEN

Whenever I thought of writing about women, I failed to attempt. There is no adjective which fits equivalent to women. After lots of struggling with myself, I came to conclusion that I should write about few women I met.

That would be easy for trying in writing about women. 

I know few women and they are amazing in their own way.

Some are like an open book. They know what they want and does work with great enthusiasm.Their path was made with dreams which turned into vision and than reality. They walked farther to check what was beyond. 

Some are reserved. They too know what they want. They sewed their path with their priorities. It is their privilege to walk through the way they choosed. 

Man and woman compliment each other in grand circle of life and evolution.In perspective of men, they find women to be difficult to understand. 

Would it passionately interest you if our universe is too easy to understand?  🤷‍♀️

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SAID WITHOUT SPEAKING

Loved me or loved me not,

To see those glittering eyes, 

I used to go through that road, 

Where I left my heart like a rolling dice,

In hope of a small talk, 

I smiled back like a stupid, 

May be it was better to just stalk, 

Although I felt around me cupid. 

Not a single day went without seeing, 

But never ever got a chance to speak, 

There were sunny days and so was raining, 

There was love to express which was at its peak. 

Was I too young to speak out my heart? 

In any way it was meant to start, 

Those glittering eyes finally were at me staring, 

Seemed like I said without speaking.

You know what happened after this

Some moments cannot be described or told , they are lived.

Had you lived your's? 🦋

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THE MODERN AGE OR THE AGE OF CRISIS?

The discord between the development of positive science on one hand and the dehumanization of man on the other hand is the worst crisis of the modern age. Man lost foothold in the dilemma of conquering and quest for power or authority. Man has lost ownership of himself and the 'individual self' got crushed too. This is a sceptical age where men are seeking a new faith to replace the faith of their ancestors. Man's knowledge has outrun his wisdom and he is haunted by the destructive power of his own inventions which he is unable to control. This is an age of fierce paradox in which our perspective is thwarted.  Men are caged by their obssessions of authority without integrity.

BEAUTY IN THE DARKNESS

When you read or hear the word 'space' , you might think of darkness. Infinite, empty and dark.  But there dwells life and death. There dwells the creation and devastation. With our scientific advancements , we came to know about the big bang and the creations. Our ancestors too had known about creations but with different perspectives. Our modern thinking might contrast with their beliefs. But we all are in the same boat. 

We are still learning how to sail across the space. 

We hope that may be somewhere out there, another boat is there with people like us. Maybe some sailed and reached at the end of it, waiting for us. 

The heavenly bodies are sailing across the space too.  In the darkness is the most beautiful. 

So, when you hear or read the word 'space'  next time , think about its beauty too. 

Don't ask me ( THE END CHAPTER)

"You lied", I said her in furious voice, "You set the accident, you made it according to your plan"

She was smirking and walking near a table. She picked up the knife and an apple. She was cutting it and telling me that his side is a lie which I must not believe. 

"Don't let your emotion fool you", she was saying as if she felt sorry for me.

" I arranged everything and soon they will be here for undertaking the wealth." 

She banged the knife on the table and came furiously towards me and started choking me to death. She then came back to sense and said sorry for being rude. 

"Look, I did it. But you have to understand. I wanted so many things but what he wished for? A child? I can't compromise for it. I also have my own dream"

She again took the knife and came towards me. 

I tried to save myself and caught her hands off from my skin. In a furious fight she fell off and unfortunately she ended up killing herself. 

The police officer listened everything and took evidence Ariana recorded of her confession and how she tried to kill Ariana. 

In the note it was written to contact the orphanage and police. The only way to expose truth was to make her confess. Unfortunately her rage killed her. 

Ariana took a deep breath out of police station and returned to her world. After all life must go on. 

In rush, in peace she started her life journey.